Why is it necessary for an ex to say that to you?
It doesn't make the other person feel better. It's completely self-serving.
You "care" about me? Why did you hurt me in the first place? You "care" about me, but you don't love me anymore...oh that's great to hear, too! It's completely unnecessary. You think you're letting someone down easy, but no, those words don't help. They don't give any type of closure.
What's worse is that I did not even ask for anything like that. I was talking logistics about my stuff at his place.
And then I was talking to a friend and realized that he clung onto the relationship, because he was too afraid to let go, too afraid of changes. Sometimes I question if I did that? There's something about hearing it from another person, it makes it more real. I thought to myself that the relationship was probably past its expiration date, and we shouldn't have done long distance. I guess I wasn't ready to let go either. And then I just let that painful realization sit in my chest for awhile.
It hurts, but I have to let go.
There's no love here for me anymore. I should not settle for second rate love. I deserve better.
I can't wait to have him completely out of my life.
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